Decisions, Decisions…?

Hello Beautiful People,

I don’t know about you guys, but it feels like the year has been so long already and that long weekend was very much deserved. I hope everyone had a wonderful Easter, survived the first few days back to reality and are now recharged and ready for the next part of the year. The longer days have definitely brought me some new energy and I am so ready to share it with you my beautiful people.

Every decision I have made has been the right one.

Do I sound self-righteous ? Let me tell you a story as to how I came to this conclusion.

One day, actually one of those sleepless nights which usually contains a lot of self-reflection. When you’re wondering to yourself, “what am I even doing with my life?”, “am I making the right choice?”, and “what do I do next?”. This was the night I randomly came across my starred messages in Whatsapp and found a conversation from my best friend and I back in 2015, imagine.

In one of the messages I told her “I am moving to France”. Not “I hope” or “I wish” but “I am”, as if I knew for definite. Of course her response accompanied some disbelief given the position I was in back then, “you’re confused” she told me. This conversation happened at one of the hardest times in my life. I had just come out of a dark place and was beginning to rebuild my life. Further down in the conversation we discussed my journey back to university. I didn’t even have a degree at this stage but I was looking at where to do an accredited Masters in psychology (no wonder she thought I was confused LOL) and guys get this….. one of the universities I told her about was guess where…. 😮

Why am I telling you this? Well, bare in mind this conversation happened in 2015! I had completely forgotten about it until two weeks ago. Four years later and it feels as though my destiny was written in the stars. I may have forgotten the conversation but God never forgets.

And if we know that He hears us, whatever we ask, we know that we have what we asked of Him. – 1 John 5:15

I have previously spoken about speaking into the universe and the law of attraction in You Will When You Believe, but not only did I say, wish, or dream it, I actively pursued it and executed it. At this point I realised, everything I said I would do, I have done. As I write this I am MIND BLOWN! but at the same time it gives me hope. That night, I couldn’t sleep due to worries, and fears of making the wrong decision and not achieving my goals or destiny. However, finding those messages from 2015 was God’s way of telling me, He’s got me. He’s done it before, He can do it again, and He hasn’t brought me this far to leave me. It gave me hope on this sleepless night that…

…everything I have planned for the future feels as impossible now, as my hopes and dreams for the future felt back then…

…but guess what…. Yup, I achieved them.

This post is not to boast about my achievements, but to encourage you my beautiful people. Please do me a favour, think back to your 2015.

1. What were you doing then?
2. Where were you then?
3. What were you praying SO HARD for then?

Now think to today…

You may not be exactly where you want to be, but, it doesn’t seem so bad now does it? You’re not in the same position you were 4 years ago and I can almost guarantee (apart from some of the lucky ones who have opportunities fall on their lap), everything you have now, you once prayed for. I understand, I certainly know that after each achievement, or even before I’m finished one thing, I am onto the next. Sometimes in the panic of it all we forget to slow down, but let’s take time to be grateful for what he have and, appreciate our milestones.

Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. ⁷ Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus. – Philippians 4:6-7

You’re doing great my loves. I know you probably don’t hear this often so I’ll say it again,

YOU’RE DOING GREAT!

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